Entry for the first time in a long time!!! Have been real busy dis whole holidady...

So it's been quite a long time since I updated my blog... Phew! Kinda busy dis whole month with all the performances dat we received... So basically I've been really busy with my hands and feet recently.. Busy as in busy with doing makeup and stuff and also dancing.... Well durh!!!! So... As we aqll know dis month is kinda the month which is such 'quoted' a really good month to hold weddings and stuff. So kinda making money with makeup.... Well RM 20 per face... Hey its not expensive ppl!!!!! So Had been performing at Meru, YMCA and soon at Jusco dis weekend...

Wads best was the competition at Bayview resort, Penang!!!!! WOOHHOOOOO!!!!!!!!!! Love it had hell of a wonderful time there... Not to compete of course but.... Got to make a few new frens from china and well wad could I say, They are wonderful frenly ppl... Wished that mom would allow me

to further my dancing in China after SPM... As for now, I'll keep my fingers crossed... XD...

Christmas is gonna be around the corner and hopefully theres gonna be a party... Yipee! and wads best i cant wait till next year's MArch!!!!!! Competition!! YAY!!!!!!!!! And its gonna be 2 competitions in MArch, 2 competitions in April. 1 Competion in june. 1 in august, and its gonna be really hectic next year since its SPM>>>>>> GOD!!!!!! So well dats all I gotta say...

Hope Everyday Was Like Today

Well today was absolutely one hell of a fun day!!! And i wished that everyday was like today... Almost as if I had free periods the whole day at skul today... Drew non stop coloured to...

LOLZ!!! Nasyim nice try u cant even win the whole bunch of them.... PAWNED!!! XD...

During coco was fun... We had nothing to do so took some egg like musical instruments and started throwing about jugling it, playing passing with Kai Seng, Charlote & Big Nasyim!!!! WOOHOOO!!!!

Watched Suhan, Jason & others do the Bangra!!! LOLZ!!! So funny but they are gud man gud... Sang alot of songs too... (I'm ur biggest fan, Ill follow u until u luv me, pappa..papparazi) hahaz!!

Oh yea almost forgot, Jamie, Sujatha, Charlotte, Shahira were doing the indian dance its so nice!!!... ZCharlotte was the best! U rok man!!!

Nasyim nice try... Ull die!!


The gorgeus girls dancing!!

Let's cut more animals!!!!

Today was one hell Of a day at school... Its so cool... Had to dissect animals (Fish, White mice, frog) during Biology class. It was so damn cool. My group consists of Junior & TAN!!!! Had to cut open the animals belly and then look wad is in it.. Worst part, the frog's heart was still pmping when we dissected it. Luckily it did not wake up while half the procedure is done. Or else......haha

Shelumiel the rascal took the needles and poked into the frogs heart and OMG!!! Blood was oozing out of the heart and created a huge mess. Got to know also about how long the intestines of a rat is... I've gotta say looking at it makes me not want to eat anymore spaghetti in my life no more... Dis experiment realli helped me to wake up from my drowzinezzzzz ..... Woke up in the morning like a zombie





poor rat....Crucified like jesus!!


Deanna, Grace & Shelumiel cutting the frog!!! Dis frog is humongous!!!

Class with a bunch of fools!!! XD

Phew!!! Today's been quite a day... XD!! All was fun especially during BM class with Encik Meor... XD. He diidnt even noticed dat we were taking pictures playing with our phones in class. LOL. Captured a bunch of pics ready to be shown and omg u should look at Wai Leong HAHA!!! He was playing with a little lantern

Was nervous about the reply slips for our assesment tests. Have to give Ms. Jane our class teacher the reply slips tomorrow... Luckily Shukarnea (Shelumiel's bro) helped to forge a signature out for me to pass it up... THANX a bunch.. But too bad Miel no matter how hard u squeeze my titties u'll still end up in my 'Freak's Of The Day' Blog... HAHAZ!!! No escaping... XD

Oh yeah Shukarnea was such a fool... Walking being so action throwing his pencil box up into the air catching it as told by my bro... Too bad it went up the roof.... Lolz!! Wad a great fool... hahaz!!!!

Went back to the shop & guess wad no electricity. OMG sweated like shit and I wished dat the air conditioning unit was on... Phew!!!!

Ben the nerdy!!!

Shelumiel & Shahira!!! Bm Class!!! Why so serious

Wai Leong playing with lantern!!!

Sorry Shukarnea u cant run away from the cameraman... Get him guys!!!

Mr. Teh lost his temper!!!!!

OMG!!! Today was bad... But not bad for me actually...kinda nice today actually... So today the whole physics class was creating quite a ruckus.. Suhan, Kamil, Shelumiel, & the others were busy chattering, doing their own stuff. Mr. Teh was really tolerant I can see... Finally he got damn pissed off... He raised his voice. He was boiling mad... & dis isnt the second time dis is happening... Poor Mr. Teh

Quite fun today was games day for coco today.. Went for chess club. Luckily the edding Mrs. Ignatius was absent good for her.. She's goddamn annoying.. Took some pictures with ma BRAther... LMAO.. Cute little guy... Went back home kinda lazy to go for practice but had no choice.. Forced myself to get my ass up and go...

Went back home & kinda feeling a bit hungry rite now..Hehez but too bad have to go sleep rite now... ZZZZ Nitez!!!




shelumiel reading baby books XD!!! Was told by Mr teh to stop reading many times...




Kamil & ben running about when Mr. Teh left the class!!! Crazy fools!!!



Kai seng my brather... Isn't he cute.. but a little bit naught though!!

Screwed Up Day!!!!

HAHA!!! Im quite lazy to update my blog for like 2 days... Anyways gonna update wad happened in the last 2 days. Well thursday was nothing much of an interesting day...

Friday was horrible... Went to skul already prepared with my oral speech about 'How animals are being tortured for the demands in fur garments'. The moment I stepped into KBSM 1... uh oh.. I was giggling but i dunno why.. Its the nerves alrighty. So i tried to shake it all off but too bad the moment I started saying... "Good morning Ms. Jane & everyone present here today", my mind just went completely blank. It was like wad is my next line and dat totally sucks.. haha. I asked ms jane for a minute break as I went outside trying to calm myself down.. I did calm down alright. remembered all my points thought I could do it dis time. But the moment I went back into the class & started the greeting part it jnust went blank............. I totally suck in speeches, I had never succeeded in any of my orals and I screwed up big time...XD. I think my speech only lasted for bout 1 minute and next I gave up.. But when it was the question & answer session it was thoroughly easy... I could just answer all their questions without being feeling afraid and not nervous at all.. XD Wads wrong with me.... XD


Well the day ended ok I think... Mom got a phone call by Mrs. Leong asking me n my bro to perform in Novemeber in Meru for I dunno wad function.. something to do with Kinta Properties & hopefully then I could at least get a sponsor for my dancing...

Well I'm still looking forward till the day i could compete agin.. XD Cant wait till dat day... There's an air of anxiety surronding me..!!

Same old boring life!!

I've gotta admit same old boring day at skul... Everything was like normal... Had to reshuffle our sitting postions in class and nice try Ms. Jane u placed me next to Kamil... HAHA!!! Nice try we get along quite well... Haha!!!

Anyways had 2 periods of free periods & was quite fun until..... Ms tee's chemistry lesson... BORING!!!!! she's teaching Lord KNOWS WAD!!!

Coco- period came and omg Mrs louis had me to teach the whole club to dance... Havent difficulty teaching though.. but its not the first time anyways & i believe I can make it succesful.. HAHA!!!!

Kinda lazy today.. Did not go train at all & I heard news from mom dat Zhang min si dancing with veroy!!!! WTF!!!!! Thats so pathetic... I've been dancing like 4 years now and im just dancing in novice cat. but she's like a rocket shooting strght to pre-am!!! WTF!!!! Im damn pissed!!!!!!!!!!! I gotta say its realli unfair to all of us!!!!!

Tuesday (Dooms day)!!!!!!!

haha.. so actually today turned out quite well until I reached class.... Oh well late dis mornin agin. WTF!!!! Late 2 days in a row... haha but hu cares... Anyways, everything was ok till homeroom period when Ms jane said dat i was the only one who haven't done my Eng. Orals... She gave me 3 choices:

1: Do it in front the whole damn skul during assembly (So gonna make my self a fool out there)
2: Do it in front of the teachers in the staff room (WTF!!!! I wont be able to even open my mouth)
3: Do it in front of her form 1 class ( Well dats the one Im going for sure)!!!!

Well i think im so goonaa choose the 3rd option....


Chemistry came.. haha I was rushing to finish up my 'not even touched hw'! Luckily suhan had the answer sheet to it.... Finished in like 20 mins... Add Math came & wad do you think 40 marks for evaluation test 3!!!! **** but hu gives a damn... haha!!!!


Skul was over i even got to know something and was in a terrible surprised mood!!!! Sujatha told me dat her fren 'C******* has a c**** on me'... Its like uh oh... Haha!!! Kai Seng poor kid my 'BRA Ther' was sad haha he likes her'.,..

Anyways after skul went for practice agin.. I could say its like more or less my daily routine... Saw rebecca there... Hey wheres my baskin robbins'''''''!!!!

Went home and now watching charmed!!!! BTW!!! Kamil if ur reading dis have fun!!! StOP!!!!! SAYING DAT CHARMED IS LAME!!!! Shut up and drive ok....!!!!

FIRST DAY OF SKUL :(

Ok its the 1st day of skul and i gotta say its realli boring........... Urgh.... Lots to catch up with frens and haha nice one Nasyim a fattening holiday... Haha!!! Ok.. Gotta say today is real boring.. Lessons as usual nothing new... and no offense Mr. Chong, ur lesson realli gets me drowsy... was half sleeping when he was teaching... hahahahahaha!!

Well last week was ok.. Online 24/7, dancing and paracticing like hell... Friday was the most awesome day... Never evr had I had the chance to touch so many faces doing the makeup on their faces XD... Started doing from early in the morning till night..... hahaz!!!

YAY!!! A week of holidays!!!

Phew finally another mid-term break... Haha!! Its just like 5 weeks ago dat we had our holidays. So wad is nice to have holidays. Well i feel realli sorry to Nasyim, & syahira. Im realli reali reali sorry dat i couldnt make it to their zapin performance in skul. I knew dat they realli put effort into it but I cant make it. I wasn't able to go to skl the other day... URGH I FEEL REALLI BAD!!!

Anyways im on holiday for the whole of next week. and i guess i'll be practicing alot dis whole coming week... Well duh!!! Its my passion rite.. HAHA!!! So yesterday nite had an awesome chat with Jo-ann Bautista.. One of the girls dat compete together who i met in facebook. Well we spent about like 3 hours chattin non stop.. HAHA!! About wad? Dancing of course. Its like she too have a burning desire & the passion for dancin'. HAHA realli didnt know wad time it was back then.

Missed oral test for english on FRIDAY OMGOSH!!! Have to do it when i get back in skul...

And i'm still questioning myself should i realli continue on in my dreams to be a full time dancer after high skul or should I just do it once I finish University.. OMG!!! This question still linger s here!!! {SIGH}!!

A so called "WTF Day in skul"!!!!!

So just got back from skul... Well everythings kinda fine today except for the 'amazing add math test' HAHA!! Wad the f.. I didnt even know a single question, but of course Im not dat stupid alrighty. Of course I knew the graphs. But its just dat i made a huge mistake as time was runnin out... Well Mr. Chong was rushing us of course... OMG!!! I nearly felt like I was about to faint... HAHA!! So wad I dun care about add math... Screw it!!! HAHA!!

Finally got back home.. and now Im almost bout to faint with the awesome load of homework.. Two speeches... MAlay & english... Im so gonna do some thing dat is about 'I rather Go NAKED THEN TO WEAR FUR!!!'. Really had a gud laugh today... Haemaphrodite (Dunno wether is the right spelling) or not... LOL!! Any ways Its also AKA PUSSYDICK Syndrome!!!! HAHA!!! Think I ran out of stuff to talk about... haha!!

Lame day!!

Havent written like in a few months.. I should say dat everythings finally returned.. back to normal... Boring skul days, dancing as happily as ever. lol!! Chat the whole period today during BM!! Hello!! Its not as if I even care about the BM teacher.. He's like teaching himself. And he does realli enjoy dat.. HAHA!! Nice one Mr. Meor, cuz no matter wad u teach I dun even get it.. Well its as usual.. I dun even pay attention in his class and happily chatting with Nasyim.Now dat i mentioned Nasyim. He is realli addicted into CHARMED!!! HAHA!!! And we basically spent the whole 2hours chattin about charmed... Well you could say previously I had been the uncheerful guy who is trying to make up my mind whether to take up science or arts.. U know wad... screw all of dat.. I ain't gonna study no more next time... Im so gonna follow my own dreams. I do not care if my mom stops me.. Dancing is passion and it will be wad i choose next time.. So Mom if u see this (Which u wont be able to cuz u do not know how) hav fun cuz my dreams are in my hands.. So screw all of u....

haha!!! I dun care whether wad u ppl think.. cuz im the 'happy go lucky' kind now..
Oh btw.. i know dat i wont be rich by just furthering my dancing career... But wadeva!!! I dun care, Wad i care most is dat I hav my satisfaction....

Life can be a total mess!!

I woke up this morning feeling dat everything would turn out to be fine. Wad could I expect more. No matter how much you think life could be. It never turns out to be wad u expect. It was really tough i should say dat my mom could be facing right at the moment. She found out dat her hubby(which i hate most. He's a total jerk!! Poking his feet into my mouth in the middle of the night when he was drunk.) is kinda having an affair with my maid. Oh god. Life is juz dat way. He had always been a total jerk and noone believes me!! Now everyone knows his true colors. But i too feel sorry for my mom, having to put through all these problems. May god bless her soul!

Life is a a word that can't be described!

I know that life is juz a simple 4 letter word. U may all think it is juz pointless of life. Wad i totally & whole heartedly believe is dat life is full of mysteries and i s never ending. Everyday is a new day full with extraodinary things to feel, touch, watched, listened.... There may always be good times, sad times, angry times, intimidated times,.... But no matter what happens, continue to live strong. Never give up in wad u wish and wanted for. Believe it, hold it, feel it, embrace it... Never ever let ur dreams juz wander & go into darkness.