Life is nothing but CROSSROADS!

Life is nothing but Crossroads. Every step one takes will definitely changes one's life. I'm currently in a position where I have to decide on which step to take. Dance is all it matters to me. I do honestly want to make it as my career. But I still have my Makeup Course to complete. It was last two weeks since I've returned from Bangkok. Being there for those 5 days had really given me a whole lot to think about my dance career. Honestly, how many years more can I dance and compete anymore. Im like 18 this year. Well the longest I suppose is by the age of 30, I should retire. After speaking to my coach I had give it much thought. I really do want to take it to the next level. I do not want to just keeping competing in small national championships. I really want to be a world class competitor. I really wanna move to bangkok to train under a coach there but Im like currently stuck between completing my course which is 2 years (Makeup course which is 2 yearrs!!!). Wad should I do...!!!???? I dont have much time no more!!!

Im in love with this photo...

Cuz its me!

My first time indulging myself in Modelling...

LOL! I cant believe i actualli modelled for the photoshoot... Well i think I did a pretty decent job.

Im realli in love witht he fashion industry where there are no bounds at all. Recently Ive been wondering why do most people in Malaysia tend to think that modelling is pageantry. Im sick and tired of hearing omg that model is so gud. But when I open up the photos, it was like (You call that good). Honestly why cant they think something more out of the box. Seriously why is there no High Fashion in Malaysia. Why is everyone drifting towards the comercial market. Well let's keep finger crossed to see wad happens in the near future.

Birthday....! Photography session...

Well my birthday as always is juz a normal day. Nothing much. Thanks to everyone who wished me. Yesterday was a blast... Had a photoshoot with Sharon.. Great model... The makeup was phenomenal on her. The smokey eyes juz transforemed her into a diff person... WOW! Pics will be up soon on my makeup blog...

The first group practice after a long long time

Yesterday was the first night I attended a group practice for competitors in my dance studio after a long long time. Finally I'm back out there competing again. It has almost been half a year since I last competed. I can' wait till 2 weeks later when Im gonna board the plane to Bangkok. Oh Yea Baby! But too bad It wasnt my best performance yesterday night. I was pretty much completely worn out. I did not had my meals the whole entire day yesterday, breakfast, lunch! But everything seems to be good at the end of it. Later on after dat, I drove myself home. Wow! First time driving home alone in the middle of the night. I was pretty much freaked out the entire time since I had a car accident a few days ago.

Nothing much

Well today's just like any normal day. But the problem is, I didn't practice dis whole entire week. I have a feeling dat we're gonna get screwed by my coach pretty soon dis weekend. Oh God. I desperately need to work on my stamina, energy and my legs. They're like, WEAK!!!! And I do mean it. Every Thursday is the same outcome. The whole entire Multi Purpose Hall is completely used up. Well next week better reschedule ourselves. Now I'm gonna juz brush my teeth and have a goodnight's sleep cause I really have to get up early and ride a train home.

Up's And Down's

Well, life seems to always appear to be up and down like a roller coaster ride. Not knowing what will happen next. Well today obviously is a down one. Not knowing why, I don't seem to have any mood to dance or do anything. Dance practice seemed to be pretty social. O My God! Dis definitely must not happen in the long run. Competition's next month in Bangkok. Definitely have to pull myself together... Time to wake up Nick!!! No more lazing around!!! Time is definitely running out.

Anyways, I tried to push myself to dance my best but I think it didn't went well. Definitely have to work extra hard tomorrow. NO MORE SLACKING!!!

Well dinner was kinda simple tonight. I don't feel like eating anything. Don't have the mood to eat. But no matter what, I still have to eat something so I ate a coselaw at 'One Station' and also somesort of Ice Blended Beverage. I'm still here, typing away on this blog. I think I'm kinda obsessed with blogging lately, Well maybe this is the only way to actually express my feelings.

For now I'm gonna go home, take a bubble bath and clean myself up thoroughly cause I definitely stink right now and head to bed. Well who knows maybe tomorrow's gonna be a good day!!!!

*The Simple Life is not a simple life.
[Mason Cooley (b. 1927), U.S. aphorist. City Aphorisms, Third Selection, New York (1986).]